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It seems like I am starting to forget, Seems like you were right
Whether it's one day, two days, time still flies
Even though I felt I could never see them again, the pictures of youthey don't seem to bother me todaythey don't seem to bother me today
Seems like it's disappeared, seems like it's left me alone
Even my heart that was in so much pain
If this parting is just a dream, or breathing again is just my dreaming
I'm so tired from crying, I can't really tell
Can I really begin to live again like this?
Can I really start to forget like this?
Is this what you had hoped for me to become?
When you start to breathe and laugh, is that called living?
Seems like I'm starting to laugh again, I only talk about you
Fall, Winter, seasons all pass
While watching winter, I saw how weakened I had become
And without knowing it, I started to laugh
Is it alright if I can just live like this?
Can I really start to forget like this?
Is this what you had hoped to happen?
When you start to breathe and laugh again, is it called living?
As you said before, those words you meant to comfort me,
If you knew I had lapsed into fever from our separation, would you be okay?
If you, If you, for just one day
Could take a glimpse inside my heart
You'd be so surprised that you'd turn around and start running back to me
I had loved you that much, that much.